Tomorrow I go in for my eye test. I'm slightly nervous, I pray they see no damage and I am bless and it is just sight related because of a new prescription! :) I can hope for the best because I need it.

Today I came home to open the curtains and took a look at the egg plants that the girls and I made. They are sprouting! They were so excited because when they got home I showed them their plants! Bella wanted to kiss hers, so I had to show her very lightly to kiss the plant and not the dirt. She did a great job. Unfortunately, she stated she wanted to sleep with it, so I had to explain to her that the plant had to stay where it was at.

I'm so ready for bed it is not even funny. The week sometimes doesn't seem to go fast enough for just at two day break. Though when I am at work and think I wish I was at home, I tell myself--you would be bored out of your mind if you were sitting at home. And honestly---I would. I just wish I had a job that was fun and kept me going and didn't make me so bored all the time. I'm hoping once I get my degree that will all change, that a world of opportunity will open up and bring about a change I have never known. Hopefully I will graduate with my associates by the end of this year--not quite yet done, but sure a deep accomplishment!! :)

It does feel very nice to know that I'm starting to break a chain that I started back in 2001 where when things got hard I ran away at the first chance. I know I am a strong person, God made me a strong person and whoever I'm meant to be with will love me for that no matter what. I just hope he is still out there because there are many times I feel very alone, especially here in California with no family. One thing I'm still learning and work on every day--rely on God with everything and if it is not something that you can change and it is out of your control--give it to God. No point in not doing it, worrying about it makes not difference except stressing you out, and surely I do not need that.