For the last two days I have asked Kerrie, my daycare provider and friend, to drop the girls off after I get off of work. I miss my munchkins and since yesterday I did not have any big assignments due for school I asked her to drop them off. She had met me at work in the afternoon and little Bella had cried wanting to go with me, so I figured why not. I found that I actually enjoyed having them with me for more time instead of rushing to get them to bed in a timely manner since we get up so early. I know I have school to think about, but I can't help but just want to be with them as much as possible especially if things do not work out the way I'm hoping that will at the mediation in two weeks. It is Bella's little laugh, Lizzy's new smartness and my love for them is blossoming. Elizabeth tonight when we were playing the Wii, was actually saying the numbers that were on the screen. This means that she is associating the actual numbers she sees to the correct word. The letters she is still working on, I see her struggling a little bit, but I am really shocked! I knew she was smarter then she let on--she always was when she was a baby. As for Bella, I know when she is older she is gonna be a handful. She is very smart, loving and Bold. Not that Elizabeth is lacking in any of these areas, in fact I believe she is both, it is just that Bellie shocks me with things that I think she should not know at her age. She already wants to potty train and has even went in the potty three times. She wants to bad to grow up, but I wish she would stay little. I love it when she says mommy, "I love you too." Or the hugs, loves and kisses. I try to make sure both of them feel very loved with the situation with their dad and I ask Elizabeth now if she feels left out and she tells me.

On to another situation that I'm slightly worried about, I went to get my eyes check last Friday and the optomitrist informed me that the pressure in my eye was a little high. Right now she said there was nothing to worry about because there was no history of glaucoma in my family but she wants me to take the dilation test to just verify that there is not any damage. But what worries me is because of the recurrant headaches above my right eye, the puffiness, and the fact that with my right eye on occassion I have this slight blurriness and then this blinking light that crosses my vision. This is actually the reasons I went to get my eyes checked. Now I'm glad I did. On Friday I will get this dilation test and I will see what happens. I pray this has to do with migraines and nothing else that is related to stress.

For a side note on vision, I finally am glass free--but sometimes with accidents. For example, the first pair of contacts that I have had in about 8 years the second day I wore them the contact ripped in the bottom of it. A whole little chunk and all I know is that it hurt like heck when I put that contact in. Thank goodness I found out why!! My fifth day wearing them--today, I put my contacts in and then on my way driving to the trolley station--I swear it felt like my eyes were crossed! Something was wrong and when I was trying to figure it out I realized--one of my contacts not in! Thank goodness I bring my contact case and cleaner so I took the one out that I had and worse my glasses (which I'm finding actually cause me to have the headache and since the contacts the headaches have been subsiding). This leads me to believe that either my right eye got better and the eye glasses are too strong for my right eye. I should get my new glasses in at the end of this week or early next week. It seems it doesn't come fast enough!